i smoke.
i have my own little made up world, which i often visit when i'm alone.
i practice oscar speeches when i'm in the tub
sometimes i see fearies. sometimes.
i'm afraid of spiders, and various other insects.
i'm quite strange, sometimes.
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OneFlyChicken |
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i bite my nails. i have since i got my teeth.
i smoke. i have my own little made up world, which i often visit when i'm alone. i practice oscar speeches when i'm in the tub sometimes i see fearies. sometimes. i'm afraid of spiders, and various other insects. i'm quite strange, sometimes. |
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Meghann is me |
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I'm afraid of spiders and bees and bugs too.
I check under the bed and in my closet before going to sleep at night...if I leave the room to even check the door...I have to check again. I always check the shower before using the bathroom...in every house. (My friend wrote a note in the shower that said "There's nothing in the shower Meghann!" on a yellow sticky note.) I daydream....which isn't quite a confession...it's pretty nice...hehehe I dance and lip sync around the house when there's no one here. On more than one occasion I have the rare ability to stop everything in a room where everyone just stares at me in an awkward silence. I have a "manneurism" I guess I should call it...to put my hand on my back...or on the back of my neck. And some other stuff I can't think of right now...hehehehe A little too much info right...hahahaha "When the game is over, the king and pawn go back in the same box."
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GreenGirl47 |
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Meghann, I do the same thing with the showers! Weird.
~Sometimes when I'm laughing I like to pretend that I'm working on a movie and we just had a major blooper ~I interview myself all the time about movies I make up ~I write NC-17 fanfics (even though I'm "underage" ~I say goodnight to my fave Seth pic and my fave Emma pic every night ~When I'm in a horseback riding lesson and we're doing dressage patterns I sing "Going Through The Motions" in my head ~I put "Shake It Fast" on when I'm in the shower and dance to it ~Sometimes when I'm feeling evil my friend Kris and I will go to a movie where there's lots of old people and make out. D@mn homophobes! Hehehe, that's just the beginning... |
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Miss Vallentin |
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...not very interesting, but you are warned;
I use to be scared of spider...until I moved into a house where the spider's were so big, that my mom found it surspicius, and call'd the zoo...-they wanned the spiders! I live in my own little world.... I like to play with fire, but not in a crazy way. I always get into trouble...Im not kidding...my name alwasy end's up in the news paper, for something stupid...like confronting the queen, just to ask for a smoke...*lol* -okay, maybe I shouldnt have walkd up on stage to ask her.... My face turn's red when im in good company. -weird, but it always has. I once enter'd a talentcompatition with an old friend of mine. We enter'd as "Michael and Janet Jackson, singing "Scream""...we enter'd with fake name's, and we won! yey *lol* Me and my friend's use to jump out of the toilet window, when we whent to high school... I use to sell information...-great money in that! *lol* I LOOOVE handball!! I know the guy's who stole 7 millitary car's, and drove them into the harbour, and only got 3 month in jail for it. I tend to do weird stuff, and not be embarresed about it afterwards. I write weird email's, but people seem to like that....*lol* I cant lie....(can some one PLEASE teach me?) ...Im an Amberholic! (why did everybody scream and run away when I say'd that? *lol*) Val "Shut up Val. You have SO much imagination, that you could go on vacation in your own head, and return with a tan!" -My friend Charlotte when she was angry at me, for complaining about my imagination.
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I too bite my nails.
I also smoke. I constantly chew gum (oral fixation much?) I tend to talk to myself when other people are pissing me off. I laugh at my own jokes when no one else thinks they are funny. Usually they're BtVS inside jokes, so they wouldn't get them anyway. I have an obsession with sad music. It actually makes me happy! I drink too much, especially when I'm with my friends. (Don't worry youngens, I'm of age.) I play my guitar in front of the mirror. I have a very obsessive personality, when I like something, I really like it. All my bookmarks are Buffy related. I have my own little world that no one understands. I have my entire life planned out, yet I have no idea how to achieve it. Little Willow is my hero! And oh yeah, I'm an Amberholic! Tolley "I'm not finished yet, I'm under construction."- Tanya Donelly "The Storm"
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Meghann is me |
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Here are a few others...
I turn red when I laugh..am embarrassed...when I cry..it's horrible. I cry when I laugh...even just a little. I always have to jump and touch the light and smoke detector upstairs...I don't know why...I can't help it. I do it everytime I go into the bathroom upstairs. And I wanted to add that I bought the game "Dream Phone" at Value Village today and am gonna have a fun time playing it...it only cost me $3.99...I'm so excited..hehehe..it's so cheezy...anyways...until we talk again... "When the game is over, the king and pawn go back in the same box."
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Little Willow |
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Thanks Tolley!
See, I feel like I can't add to this thread because I have no fears, I have no obsessions... I'm a clean clown (no alcohol, no drugs, no smoking, disgusting to me) so... yeah. |
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the net slayerette |
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I fear bugs. C.R's SOOOOOOO much. Words cannot fathom.
Meghan, I have the EXACT same mannerism. I have to put my hand on my neck when in a chair. I also have to hold my neck with one hand when lying down. It's a comfort thing. I am bad at returning emails. I drive horribly. Marm22 was right, I did lose at Jeopardy... I collect 80's toys. I sleep with the tv on. Comfort. I have a billion (er...16) sites that are in various states of I once had the following fansites..one for Center Stage and My Little Pony (I have such ecclectic taste) I have ripped off layout codes in the past, but not anymore. That was in my naive stage. I ignore people on IM when they im over and over and over.. (Nooo, not MARM!! Hehhe..) I don't smoke/drink/drugs And this one time...at band camp...BANDGEEK!Feel the geek within.
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AngelinDisguise0 |
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I also bite my nails. and chew gum. and bite the inside of my my cheek. I think I am orally fixated.
I clean my house while singing and dancing to Sarah mcLachlan. I sing and dance at every opportunity. I am a horrible singer and dancer. Some times on the train to keep my self occupied, I pull faces at the babys. I like to think I am being secretly taped, so I try to keep my life exciting. eg. Dancing and singing all the time. I think life is a movie so I put my hands up and pretend that Im filming it. My favorite thing to so is clean up my room and get started on my home work *hangs head in shame* Im a magazineholic and I justify my addiction my saying its research for my later career. I want to work on a magazine when Im older. I love to shop. during my free subjects I go to the local mall and window shop. I spend all my time fantasising baout true love and what it is like when I graduate highschool. my favorite movie is Amelie and I want to live in france. I think I am an Angelidisguise. but not always. I try to help others but cant take my own advice. sometimes I even scare myself. |
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A few more...
I cant get embarresed, and will do right about anything to make other's embarresed(fell's like Im on Jackass sometime's *lol* -but Im nothing like those guys) I live for movie's... I dance around when Im alone. My favorit place to hang out is at the trainstation, where I can bug my step father and my kid sister...-all at once! yey *lol* just kidding...just hanging around talking. I go to Carneval every year, and I always find the guy's in the weirdest custumes, and tell them they they are hot. *lol* I have the weirdest taste in cloth! My hair color just changed...-and that happen's quait often. I bet all the time...and always looses.... I love checking other people's privat web pages out. I use to cut my barbie doll's hair of, and color there face's blue. I always write thing's on my leg's, so they are pretty much always blue from the ink... Im addicted to www.fantask.com I have an opendiary at www.opendiary.com I love snow, star's, rain....I find life romantic... I have my own opinion about every thing. I won the prize "Best student to annoy the teachers" 5 year's in a row at my school, and ive won it a total of 7 times! *lol* ...but luckely Ive changed.... I also won the prize "Class cutting student with highest grades" at my school....not that my grade's was very good, but they were better then the rest of the people who cut'd class all the time. -so that make's it a totaly of 8 prizes won at my school... That's all for now...maybe I can find some more weird thing's to confess later...who knows? Val "Shut up Val. You have SO much imagination, that you could go on vacation in your own head, and return with a tan!" -My friend Charlotte when she was angry at me, for complaining about my imagination.
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* I'm a boring person. I always like to be at home. When my friends want to go out, most of the time I can't say "No".
* It's really hard for me to say "No". * My room is always a big mess * I talk to myself quite often *ashamed* * I'm lazy * Sometimes I watch cartoons |
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lw...no fears? WOW! Now you're my hero too...
okay here goes.... I can't sleep if the closet door is open. I cannot sleep in silence....my mother put fans in all of our rooms when wwe were babies and now we all have to have fans running..need a humming noise..makes wife nuts. but she's adjusted. I am deathly afraid of spiders...stand on a chair while wife "catches them in glass and releases them outside while I scream "JUST KILL IT ALL READY!" Have a horrible nightmare about things crawling under my skin...cannot watch anything like that! Am currently addicted to these little Cuban cigars I bought in Key West..they are just about gone and no, I don't smoke...huh?.... I only like imported beer obssesive about the kitchen counters being clear and clean...drives wife nuts..always moving glasses and keys and planner.....she can't find them.......compulsive about it and trying to change. LOOOVE to do laundry. Am totally addicted to sports...watch it all and played just about most at one time or another threw jav and discus in high school played basketball,softball,....played softball, basketball, rugby and ultmate frisbee in college. summer softball, touch football and even throw a mean game of darts and shoot pool.....sports trivia buff who loves to get into it with macho guys and make them look like idiots...ESPN on in bedroom just about 24-7....the wife says I would watch cow tipping if they televised it....probably right! Very ADDICTED! was certified softball umpire, basketball referee, and even reffed junior high wresting for a while....they have all expired. I love to take ice cold showers in the summer. I was in the high school band....played trumpet for eight years. (was voted best female athlete for three years so was not classified as Band Geek.. I guess thats it. |
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I don't like spiders, and they don't like me.
that's about it. |
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-i have only one fear...deep water. loved to snorkle as a kid..did that every year in greece. than oneday i looked into the depth and had to jump outta the water. made one hobby less.
-cant touch living fish. grosses me out. so nomore fishing (that hobby didnt work out cuz of the fish-is-gross thing), only on playstation. -im a chewing gum addict, too. and i only like one brand. if they remove that brand from the market, ill be so busted. btw..shall we form a CGAG (chewing-gum-addict-group)?? -i hate furniture, especially wardrobes. -i smoke. (yeah, yeah, its bad..but if i die it gotta be worth it at least -i only drink beer...ehm.....when i drink alcohol. -i overprotect my holy buffy mug -i crack the most political incorrect jokes (peeps at bars love me for that....good thing the bartenders, tend to like me) -i only wear baggies. and sneakers. -i dont like long-sleeves. what is kinda of a prob in winter. but by now i survived. -im obsessed with hardware. -i cant live a day without music. -i mix german and english...words, sentence building.....especially when i talk fast. and not on purpose... -i live in germany and cant stand most germans. -im a student and cant stand most students. -i always thought i was the shortest, but LW is shorter than me i think val made the wildest confessions..... |
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GreenGirl47 |
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Here's some more...
~ I watch Buffy so much that I'm always paranoid someone's gonna come up behind me and snap my neck ~ I have a huge fear of tornados, even though we rarely get them here in upstate NY ~ I often wonder if the gov't has an agent monitoring every household in the USA ~ I've never been kissed properly ~ I'm obsessed with the song Foolish Games ~ I used to be really shy and quiet, now I'm confident and pretty outgoing |
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devkeune |
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Ani! never been kissed properly...ohhh no! One of lifes' finest things..you will someday!
Awful kissers got one date and one date only....I liked Dawn sooo much and the first time we kissed I was all thank God! She knows how..later she told me the same thing... love "Foolish Games" as well. |
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*hehe* Little Willow. I don't believe you. You probably do not sleep enough and probably can't live without an internet connection *gg*
I do not sleep enough. I have weird eating habits. I am quite sure I drink too much. I can't live without a nice movie theater near by, that has a Catherine Deneuve or Romy Schneider retrospective every once in a while. I read books while walking somewhere. I drink way too much coffee. ... the ususal things *gg* ~GL |
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Quote: yup yup, same here. i can't just like tori, i love her. i can't just enjoy a weekly portion of BTVS, i need to tape it and buy DVD box sets and so on. i tend to get really emotional at all kinds of stuff recently. i've cried at least once during the last three buffy eps i've seen (which were NMR, Weight of The Word and Spiral.... and there's The Gift coming up in two days... *sigh*) i talk to myself constantly, and as Ani confessed, i too like to interview myself about made up movies i starred in. i sort of have a bad girl/big mouthed image at school, but i've never even cut class. i'm a spoiler ho. always have been, always will be. i dance and lip sync in front of the mirror, and sometimes i pretend i'm in a music video while doing that. i love wine. especially white wine. when i'm at a party, they always serve white wine in those big plastic cups (and 1 cup = like 2 normal glasses), and i get tispy after 4 of them. then i get all needy and physical (not in a slutty way; i just start hugging all my friends, and, in severe cases of drunkness, strangers too). sometimes, at a party, i don't drink any alcohol, and just watch my friends who do. the things they tell you then, oh my! just yesterday night me and my friends went to a club (got home at 5.30... had to be at scouts at 9.30... ugh... wonder why i'm still sitting here, instead of crawling into bed), and i hardly drunk any alcohol... no drugs for me. i too seem to have an oral fixation: biting my nails, chewing gum, and, my mulder-esque obsession with sunflower seeds. i love romantic, fluffy fanfics. not too much angst. and sometimes, some smutty scenes are welcomed too. |
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Miss Vallentin |
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The Doby...I think you are right....better stop confessing....Maybe I should have been a catolic! -could have been fun
Ani; know what you mean...Im still waiting for the good one, too....They should give guy's(and some girls) kissing lession's in highschool.... Can I be a member of the C-G-A-G? Val "Shut up Val. You have SO much imagination, that you could go on vacation in your own head, and return with a tan!" -My friend Charlotte when she was angry at me, for complaining about my imagination.
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~ I have an insatiable appetite for radishes.
~ I don't drink, or smoke. ~ The only animal meat products I eat are turkey and chicken. ~ I have an insatiable appetite for radishes. ~ I don't drink anything with caffeine, or carbonation in it. ~ I have a tendency to straighten-up people's houses when I am over to visit....whereby if you leave me alone for long enough in a room, I will clean it. ~ Did I mention I have an insatiable appetite for radishes? |
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